There are some things that I just can’t explain without being a bit mysterious; this is one of those. When I read it, I think I’ve explained myself fully. I’m not too sure about your interpretation…
To earn something it must be won,
by fair means, even in nasty fights.
Some battles are lost before they’ve begun,
lost in the never ending nights.
I will not fight, I will surrender
But call me not a coward!
I am a smart, strong individual,
who knows how to go forward.
Sometimes, without a certainty, you know,
which way the undercurrent will flow.
By Taij. Rampersaud, February 09, 2014.